You ever watch a movie, and the main character starts off in a nice small town loving life. Until something tragic happens (parents died, finds out boyfriend is a cheater etc.) then that main character just decides to pack up her car and move to the big city.
Well thats only in movies. Im 19 years old, single, and my parents aren’t dead. I also have no friends, no money, and a high school education. My life is shit.
I watch these movies thinking, damn I should just pack everything up and leave. But thats impossible, I have no money, no family that I can stay with, and I have bills. I dont understand when I hear stories about people packing up and leaving. Like, when you got to the city where did you sleep? If you had only a dollar and a dream, how did you eat the first couple of nights?
And thats why Im still stuck where I am at, and right at this moment it feels like Im going to be stuck here for the rest of my life. In bed, on my laptop, sleeping, eating, going to my shit job, then coming home and getting back on my laptop.
So thats why I decided, to start this blog. I cant be the only person stuck with no idea what to do or what they want in life. And yes, my grammar is shit.
NP: Lana Del Rey - Prom Song (Gone Wrong) Teenage Wasteland